Saturday, January 23, 2010

Make MY Yuletide Gay.


I just saw this movie called make the Yuletide gay. where this guy named gunn has a boyfriend at college and he is completely out but when is Christmas he goes back to his parent's house and he has to crawl back in to the closet because he is afraid that his family is going to stop loving him just because how he loves. so at the end he told his parents and they where OK with it. so that made me think that although his parents were weird they loved him. i wish my family could take things like that. in my family we all are sooo different so everyone is like trying to make the other one be more like what each one of us wants them to be. I wish that someday i could go home with my boyfriend and that they would be with him as nice and authentic as they could be. although first i should get a boyfriend. god i really want one.
and even if everyone is different i wished we could all accept everything that is different in all of us. my dad and my sister seam to have a pretty good idea (or so they think) about how things "should" be. and for me nothing is should they just are what they are and my mom i think she is in the middle but she doesn't like to challenge her ideals or anything like that.
so tell me what do you think about this?
any opinions
how is your family?
see you later.
GayLoverXY
PS here is the link of the movie if you want to watch it.
http://tvshack.net/movies/Make_the_Yuletide_Gay__2009_/a:77161/

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

The Gay Genosha II

The Gay Genosha II
PLEASE READ PART 1 FIRST.
In X-men there are some humans that born with powers called mutants and they are hated and feared because of their powers so, some mutants decided to create and island in the comics i believe. called Genosha where everyone that was a mutant can go there to live happily ever after without the fear or shame that common humans put on them. so for a long time ago Ive being wishing that there was and island only for gay people and their families. in this island everyone was equal. the pornstar would have the same respect as the doctor or the dancer or singer or banker or what ever. also, we could avoid mistakes that countries and cultures have made. we would not forced anyone to be something that thy are not and there would not be any distance that things like religion put on people. Now I'm not saying that religion is wrong I'm a strong believer in God but how can something that is supposed to show us the ultimate love can help people to create the ultimate hate. well this is because everyone is so afraid of not being perfect or not being enough good so they are scared that others are not going to love them. as consequence of this people that are afraid start seeing bad things in others trying to show that themselves are good and deserve love and others don't. of course this most of the time is not consciously anyhow, the reason I'm very shocked about this and somewhat more shocked about this than things like the tsunami a few years ago and now Haiti its because although this is so very sad and big, this all was caused by natural causes and this can not be changed and never will changed but things like what happened it Iran are caused by humans. just for humans that are afraid and ignorant. and this CAN be changed and avoided. I moved to Canada a few years ago because its supposed to be better and my biggest fear is that someone is going to scram fuck you or faggot on the streets while this boys are scared to be tortured and killed. Now i have a hard time becoming a resident in Canada so it in my dream of a Gay Genosha, this island would be even greater than Canada and I wouldn't have to live with the fear of going back to my country.
After reading all of this can you tell me what do you think????
What are your thought and opinions?
Are you bored???
By the way sorry for all the grammar and other possible problems in my writing. i just finish lerning English.
See you later.
GayLoverXY.

A reminder


Just to remind us how great it is to be gay.

The Gay Genosha.

Do you like x-men? Before you get out of it thinking that this is a blog about comics Wait A MINUTE & keep reading. In my whole story there is going to be a reference from xmen.

I'm a Gay man that just came out of the closet. well almost (just with some people) I have Middle-Eastern and Latino background. Yesterday I was speaking with one of my best friends named Alice and we were talking about the consequences of my parents knowing about my "Gayness". I told her that they would disown me and this is what she said " Come on. They are your parents. They wouldn't do that." and i don't like when people say that or when they ask you why weren't you out before (by the way I'm 21 years old). Like i liked to be in the closet to begin with!!! some things as you know if you are reading this, are not a choice but sadly a way of survival. So, anyway as I was saying she said this and then i told her that I would show her a video about the things that happen in Iran all the time with gays.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGpBp9JnJs0
And i saw this video.
it talks about two gay boys. one of 16 and the other one 14 years old. they were hanged but, that is not the worst part. I wouldn't be so shocked if it was only that you know. that is just death. but before that they spent months in jail being tortured and mistreated by the police and they were lashed about 228 times. I can not even stand to be hurt by a ruler or something like that. Can you imagine being lashed 228 times? or worst,What if you and your boyfriend (or girlfriend for our lesbian friends) were to be lashed besides you just because he/she loves you.
Well, if that didn't make get the hell away of this link I will show you know what do i mean by GAY GENOSHA.
In X-men there are some humans that born with powers called mutants and they are hated and feared because of their powers so, some mutants decided to create and island in the comics i believe. called Genosha where everyone that was a mutant can go there to live happily ever after without the fear or shame that common humans put on them. so for a long time ago Ive being wishing that there was and island only for gay people and their families. in this island everyone was equal. the pornstar would have the same respect as the doctor or the dancer or singer or banker or what ever. also, we could avoid mistakes that countries and cultures have made. we would not forced anyone to be something that thy are not and there would not be any distance that things like religion put on people. Now I'm not saying that religion is wrong I'm a strong believer in God but how can something that is supposed to show us the ultimate love can help people to create the ultimate hate. well this is because everyone is so afraid of not being perfect or not being enough good so they are scared that others are not going to love them. as consequence of this people that are afraid start seeing bad things in others trying to show that themselves are good and deserve love and others don't. of course this most of the time is not consciously anyhow, the reason I'm very shocked about this and somewhat more shocked about this than things like the tsunami a few years ago and now Haiti its because although this is so very sad and big, this all was caused by natural causes and this can not be changed and never will changed but things like what happened it Iran are caused by humans. just for humans that are afraid and ignorant. and this CAN be changed and avoided. I moved to Canada a few years ago because its supposed to be better and my biggest fear is that someone is going to scram fuck you or faggot on the streets while this boys are scared to be tortured and killed. Now i have a hard time becoming a resident in Canada so it in my dream of a Gay Genosha, this island would be even greater than Canada and I wouldn't have to live with the fear of going back to my country.
After reading all of this can you tell me what do you think????
What are your thought and opinions?
Are you bored???
By the way sorry for all the grammar and other possible problems in my writing.
i just finish lerning English.
See you later.
GayLoverXY.